mom is getting transferred today.
thank god!
its not that i have anything against the team at whidden its just they can not handle what we need. the team is over whelmed there isnt enough money and time to take care of all these situations and the team in Natick has already set up with all the needs she needs. They have a case file they have records. THEY see what she needs. They cared enough to want to help.
Thats what works. at this point the can do whatever they need to with her. I know she will be in safe caring hands. I wont have to worry about medicine dosages and medical care.
I wont have to worry at all.
Its sad to see this women who was so innocent in her youth be fooled her entire life. she never had or found the tools to grow out of her mess.
brokenness.............
i know that brokenness i tasted it for a while and ran out of it as fast as possible. Not something I would ever want to taste again. I would say something I fear living in and would fear seeing my child live in. How can you just let life rule you? Rule your own life control it don't like people walk all over you and let all your emotions run your life. you can not blame the world for everything that happens to you its not the worlds fault your life is f*cked up its yours FIX it.
I found God. Ya you would say wait a min did you just say F*cked . Ya I have a potty mouth. I dont drink smoke party or whatever else I swear alot i try.
but ya i found God and Jesus and the holy spirit and church. That works for me. That is my peace my safe place.
Going back to my mom
I just hope this transfer today goes smooth with no issues or Ill just flip not really but just another downside flip on this roller coaster of life.
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